Speak deep, and may your shallow thoughts drown.

I often wonder what it’s like to live life to the fullest. Or what it really means. I imagine it means many different things to everyone and it is certainly not exactly the same for any one person. This is logical. But for myself, it seems living life to the fullest is simply not avoiding social interaction, but embracing it. Sharing Moments with people I care for, and perhaps some I really don’t care for. I’ve found out recently that it’s not that hard, and not really uncomfortable at all. (I absolutely hate uncomfortability.) I want to live. I want real friends, I’ve got a few, but a few more would be great. I want a relationship. I’ve not been in a real relationship with anyone. Mainly because I’ve heard I’d be “too much work”.(Which builds onto my own thoughts of not being good enough) Perhaps that perception is true, in that case, I think I’m worth the work. No one is perfect.  Ok I’m done rambling.  I really just want to live, be myself and not hide it. It will make me happy, and those around me happier.

Yes totally random, that’s often my thought process. Entirely off the wall and I intend to show it more.